aku dah agak

many things going on around me...i dont know how to put dem in words...im frustrated...aku yang salah...i cant blame anyone but myself...

RESULT dh kuar...aku dah tgk..again..im FRUSTRATED...1st thing came to my mind is papa's sad face...i dissapointed him..AGAIN...shit larr weyhhh...hw shud i tell him...target utama NOT TO FAIL any papers...but i juz mistargeted..i failed my LWBB...DAMN larrr...wat shit did i do in dat paper...ptt ke aku blame tips yg mcm HARAM...no,i dont thnk so..aku yg over cnfident..aku yg maen2 dlm class LWBB...

skrg..CGPA n GPA dh kurang 2..aper ak nk bwat?cnfirm kene bebel..yg tu,xkesah..sbb tlnga ak dh memang ready nk dngar...aku blur n cnfius skrg...ak hate LWBB,xpass LWBB xlbey smbung da cont'...

aku rse mcm nk mncarut jerr...mata dh sake thn air mata ni...da fact i get low cgpa/gpa ak bley trime..prnts ak pn bley trime..tp ni ak failed a ppr...i swore myself xnk n xkn do any repeatition in my paper...ak xske lar nk msuk class wif juniors...aaaahhh...

aper ak nk bwat ni..

Cuti

Motif tulis blog : tiada..:(

juz nk ckp..i am having such a boring holiday...

Brothers :

-> Sabran : having his finals n currently berada d kedah,xkn i nk kacau deir plak kn

-> Arimi : bz wif his skul n kwn2..mnghadap lappy almost weneva he has his free tyme

-> Aiman : dier bdk kecik,wat cn he do to entertain me??slaen almost everyday n weekends im spnding my tyme wif him...last week was mvie n bwling...looks lyke weekend ni pn same...

Mum :

....hmm..kind of missing in action...not to say i dnt c her,but she has her own thing to do...her own SCHEDULE...free tyme,n u wont c her at home...n wen she's home...dats ony bcos she has to teach sum...after teaching,kemas2 n ull c her getting ready nk kluar again...

Dad :

..ni dh mmg xder kat rumah cos he's der across da c to gain income n feed da fmly...


Kawan-kawan kat area cni plak xder nk ajk lepak...masing2 having finals n next week bru nmpk btg hidung...

Xkn nk gie mamak sowang2 n tgk da oldies lepak sane plak kn..so im here stuck at home...BOSAN...by da way,i chop off my hair already..its lyke a mixture of han's n fella's hairstyle...n i feel lyke its extremly short...nsb baek ader smnggu lg before speacial sem starts..or else ill look lyke 1 retarded looking gurl...

Dah masuk hari ke5 cuti ari ni..n it came to a total of 3 days since aku kmbali ke dunia single...noting much to say here...

L -> finally,u came to ur senses to let me go...gud to know dat ur doing ok witout me..u have been fine witout me before,u sure cn go thru it again...u dnt really need me though...thnx 4 both the gifts u gave...u dnt wan dem back,so ill juz keep dem ok...thnx...

kawan2...jom kluar...gahahah...ajk kuar mcm ak ni senang nk kuar plak kn...hmmm..anyways,hepi olidays kwn2...:)

dh smpai lar..

OWWWHHH...!!!HOLIDAY daaaa.... sukee..sgt2 suke...smlm smpai kl dlm kul9...mummy swuh amik last tren back since dier nk gie umh aunty YUS..ader knduri kater nyer...owhk,lyke wateva lar kn...tnggu c hjh rocker blk wif her dad,n im off to mall mngemuk kn dri...kahakhakh...

Pdhal mkn mcD jer...had quater pounder for dinner...gilak knyang...*tkr mood mkn:slalu mkn fillet o-fish jer..smlm giler skit tu yg mkn bnda laen...bout 10pm,pundi kncing dh mule bwat hal..nk menulet plak...nk gie toilet mall mcm xsmlm plak kn nk jln2 around tngkt 2 ngan bag giler berat...so cpt2 mkn n naek tren...smpi lrt sri petaling at 10.30pm..mummy xsmpi lg..hmm...

waited till 11.30pm..finally..she came..wif..hmmmm...fungsi dier dtg??i dnt know...takat nk amik kat lrt pn nk bertmn ke...since wen pndai bertmn2 ni...u have a fmly..gie lar b wif ur fmly...ni nk kacau fmly org plak...hmpesss..:(

smpi umh..msuk blik..bukak lappy..update antivirus...smpat maen dam..chckers n chess wif karu thru skype..mummy dh bsing swuh mndi n all...hahaha...kul 1 br mndi...on9 jap..n tdo...beshh dpt katil n bntal byk2...hahaha..:)

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