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ader 2 citer nk kongsi kat cni...dont know whch to share 1st...slalu klu ader 2 msti 1 is gud n 1 is a bad news...hmm...k larrr..stat dgn yg baek dlu...hehhh...

story 1(GUD news) :

exam is almost OVER..sgt lar ak hepi...its 5 down n 1 to go..last paper ari khms n ill b boarding da 4.45pm bas...owhh rumah...!!!nk balik cpt2...nk tdo kat katil n bntal byk2...hehhe...nk lepak2...budak2 puchong ader drumah kn...rndu same korang daaa...

story 2(BAD news) :

U n I were over 2 years ago..so aper cer ni?dh 2 taun baru nk tmbul blk bnda ni...??lmbt laun,ak rase kwn2 aku sumer akn taun..n 4 all i know skrg dh ader 2 org brani tnye ak psl kbnran dpn2...i dnt knw hw mny more yg tau...tp xper,ak trime bnda ni dgn tebal muke & hati...ur juz lucky ak bkn jenis yg nk gie lnggr org smpi mati...hncurkn idop ko mcm ko bwat kat ak...it was a MISTAKE i did before n ak ready nk hadapi aper yg bkl mnjadi...i have 3 freaking years here...n ak harap bnda ni akn stop ryte now in dis sem...hell shit wat u do to make it stop sbb bnda ni xkn jd klu ko jge brg ko leklok...

p/s ; kwn2,wat u here or see dats up to u to believe or not..kalau btl2 nk cnfirmation..do come back to me ok...xpyh nk takowt2..segan2 nk tnye...its da fact sumting i did n ak xske org nk kutuk2 perli2 ngata ngumpat blkng aku...kalau brani mai dpn2...ak mmg ske org ngutuk ngumpat ak dpn2...kurang skit dosa korang kn...dnt jdge sumting u c frm its cover..n dat's da LESSON i learn...

reviews...

im bad at words..owh yes i am..hmmm...hw shud i say no or sumting dat i dnt lyke to da person dat is close to me..?well its not lyke i neva broke anyone's heart...im aint any angle n neva gonna b...i dnt knw how else to express it in words either...grrrr...i hate to be in dis situation....

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owhk..review for exm week...so far,2 down n still got 4 to go...

ISSB112 was ok lar kowt...stdied da tips given n mmg bnda tu jgak yg kuar...its up to ustad to grade me...

LWBB113 is also done..yeaahh,i know..big relief...hahhaa...but..:(
tips given n recieved,xkuar pn sebijik sejibik...cisss tulll...had tips 4 both part A n B...stdied lyke s$%^&* for part A ended up only 3 question from 10...haiyshh...sadddd...part B was boley lar kowt sbb dh mmg bnda tu jer yg kuar..hopefully boley skor der..

tomorrow plak ader ppr ENAB122,its english paper..huhu...xstdy sgt cos it ENGLSH...owhhkk,not being bossy or bragging dat im gud in dat sbjct..but i juz hope dat i can skor da ppr 2mmrw...:)

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da ony reason y im being cold is bcos i hate fighting n arguing...owhh,im easily annoyed dis days n much2 more sensitive...so juz deal wif it....s i said,4giving is ez..bt 4getting is HARD..u dnt expect me to 4get wat eva happens in a day...i cried 4 da past 3 mnths..so is dat fair if i jz let u go wif juz by saying sorry in sweared to chnge?im being cold for juz dis 1 week n u said dat im not BEING FAIR...guess wat..i dnt care...i had enuf of taking care other's feelings more den mine...i asked 4 a break bcos im sick n tired already...u wan to hold on n still holding on till 2day,so dnt expect me to say I MISS U nor I LOVE U straight to ur face cos if before its hard 4 me to say it,now gonna be 10 tymes harder...im afraid to say I LOVE u n not GET HURT again..ENUFF...

exam dh dekat

timetable & sitting ;

22/3 -> ISSB122 -> 227 -> DP1
24/3 -> LWBB113 -> 290 -> DP1
25/3 -> ENAB122 -> 269 -> DP2
28/3 -> QNTB133 -> 120 -> DP2
30/3 -> FICB123 -> 141 -> DP1
1/4 -> AMAB113 -> 161 -> DP1

1st 3 papers -> reading subjects...
last 3 paper -> calculation paper...

wahhahhah...carry marks xtgk lg...xsmpat nk gie tgk...its raining plak skrg ni...ujn xstop snce ysterday n its still going on...hmmm...mcm swuh tdo plak kn...still a lot to stdy...im going slow n steady...smbil bce2 notes tgk mvie n dngr lagu...relex kn...i know...org laen sumer tensen jer nk stdy...weeee...xder bnda nk blog sbnr nyer ni...juz wishing all UNITENARIANS gud luck n all da bes 4 finals...

cuti 3mnggu nnti agk2 boley kuar2 lg x?hehehe...blom exm dh pkir nk jalan...cisss...:)

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had da bes weekend ever...well,no one was at home so i got da palace for my self...everythng wen on juz unplanned...sgt bes mcm tu...hahaha...frday out 4 dinner wif L n ended up arguing over stpid old matter..made me totally out of mood..kalau boley xnk pn pndang muke dier lg tyme...sbtu supppose to go out wif da gurls..tp dsbbkn ak xder mood nk pegi mane2 due to last nytes headache n kbtln N ajk kuar...so i agreed...pegi snway..had movies n jln2 dgn dier...agk lame xjln2 dgn dier mcm tu...neva did pn..especially movies..V3 is da 1st movie i watched wif him...after mvie gie lunch kat mcD sbb perut dh mule singing n xtau nk mkn aper...done lunch,tgk org skating n wen back home...b4 hntr dier kat lrt sri petaling ktorg round2 area puchong jap...setaun lbey knl n he dnt even know where i live till dat day...juz before he got down,ak tnye klu dier free mlm tu...dier kate free je n so i decided to go to his place later after harvin's bday dinner..dier ok ajer..ak pn ske lar...hahaha...after dinner blk umh..packing,kemas umh n all sbb next day nk blk dh...smpt jgak tdo jap...hehhe...left home bout 12 n smpi klang at 12.20..giler laju ak bwk keta...N terkejut ak smpi awl...i was wif him frm 12 till 6...tgk cara hidop dier...its scary...well,mayb sbb ak xbiasa hdop ksr mcm tu...wat i hear all dis while,ak dpt tgk sndri ngan mate paler hotak ak ni...hmmm...kalau lar ak boley tkr hidop dier...he wont b lyke wat he is now...

xper wak,pasni sy dtg lg ok...kiter jln2 plak kat tmpt awk...:)

aper nk jadi..

i dont mean to b rude...ok,ur nice but look...ur married...ur wife may not b as perfect s u want her to b...ur da man so u shud b guiding her..dier mls bwat keje rumah,tegor lar dier...dier xreti msk..bg lar dier blaja kat class or sumting...lyke hello..u dont pity ur wife...pkir lar psl ur kids..u have 2 little kids...u wanna ruin ur marriage,musnahkn urs sowang..jgn kacau org laen...i dont mind u wanna b frenz tp agk2 lar ok...da person ur wif has 4 kids...n da kids r not blind nor defth...

ingtkn budak2 zmn skrg jer rosak..yg tua2 pn sama jer...mner golongan muda ni xterpngaruh...

a little too much or not

things has been going on for 20 years...y come out wif conclusion lyke dis at dis point?who to blame??every story has 2 sides of story..both has different views...who's rong n who's ryte?dua2 xbetul n dua2 xsalah...how do i judge dis?hmmm...

rimas..mood goyang..

dh khatam lagu ni berjuta2 kali...dis week itself asl bukak winamp,dis is da ony song in da plylist spinning again n again...xlagu ni,khtamkn lagu blestari plak..mahligai air mata..hohhh..mood goyang skrg ni...rase nk marah org..nk nanges...nk jerit kuat2...mngsa terdkt yg slalu kene mara is L..i dont pity him...aku kejam,aku tau..dh lame bnda terpndam..biler mletup..habes sumer bnda kuar dungkit...dr a-Z,neva miss a sngle thng..'nek kater,klu xske kuarkn jer...xslh gaduh skali skal'..nek yg ajr kn nek...huhuhu..im practicing it now...smlm dok umh sorang2...mcm2 kuar msuk dlm otak..i had da hse all by myself frm 8 till midnyte...its all about timing kn...mcm tau2 jer i had dos privacy tymes to settle thngs btween me n L...bgs...

sumtings to be happy of n sumting not to...ak dh nk stat ngarut..had my voice all out yesterday..gayut kat balcony smpi org kat fc pn boley sngr suara...thngs juz got ugly ysterdy between us...its a gud thng my frens didnt have to look at my ugly side...a bit relieve skrg...da trust is gonna take tyme to rebuild..ive been hurt juz too many tymes...anther hurt is juz gonna kill me...ak rimas dgn situasi mcm ni..get me out frm here...

back to back...

refering to my latest updates..perghh..giler lame xupdate...can i blame assigmnt yg berlmbak?quiz n midterm yg mcm killing paper sumer nyer...huhuhu.....after one anther...xder break...nk menanges pn ader...after submit 1 paper work...xsmpat nk amik nafas lega,kene pkir psl assgmnt yg due date nk dekat jgak...cissss...naseb baek msh mmpu berthn...finally,skrg tnggl assgmnt QNTB yg kene sbmit in a few hours tp still xsettle2 lg...hmmm...dh larrr...mls nk pkir dh...its almost done,so dat's a gud thing kn...weeeee....smile.:)

lately..mcm2 jd...ngan wisma yg mcm al-bab...ikowt suke ati dieorg nk manage financial n hal kebajikan ktorg...sape yg block xley bwat on9 umh 4 next sem n timetble 4 speacial sem...owhh shiittooo...class yg tnggl is lec yg sengal2 ubi...saper batch ak akan tau sape lec yg dmksudkn..sad stry lar next sem..dh larr umh xley same...class pn xsame...bdk2 ni sume block c n d..ak plak mayb tercmpk kat block a/b..whch means ill b wif foundy speacial sem...dpt bdk umh yg baek,xper gak xkesah...mau dpt yg kerek berlgak...sekor2 ak sekeyh smbelih dlm umh tu..:(

hmm...broady plak not working in my lappy since blk frm indon ari tu..xtau knape/mcm mner setting dier boley lari...buduss tul..bwk gie kdai...sorang pn xreti bwat...tnye en.L,snce deir amik IT...dier swuh reformat..hmmm..xmau reformat sbb ill loose evrythng in my lappy...syg giler2 each memory...nnti2 lar br btl kn...ryte now bergntung ngan LAN klu nk bwat assgmnt..klu xlarat nk tnggu baru cucok broady kat lappy org....

aper lg yer nk blog...nnti2 lar pkr aper nk blog lg k..still pnt skrg ni...will smbung2 later...bye2..:)