many things going on around me...i dont know how to put dem in words...im frustrated...aku yang salah...i cant blame anyone but myself...
RESULT dh kuar...aku dah tgk..again..im FRUSTRATED...1st thing came to my mind is papa's sad face...i dissapointed him..AGAIN...shit larr weyhhh...hw shud i tell him...target utama NOT TO FAIL any papers...but i juz mistargeted..i failed my LWBB...DAMN larrr...wat shit did i do in dat paper...ptt ke aku blame tips yg mcm HARAM...no,i dont thnk so..aku yg over cnfident..aku yg maen2 dlm class LWBB...
skrg..CGPA n GPA dh kurang 2..aper ak nk bwat?cnfirm kene bebel..yg tu,xkesah..sbb tlnga ak dh memang ready nk dngar...aku blur n cnfius skrg...ak hate LWBB,xpass LWBB xlbey smbung da cont'...
aku rse mcm nk mncarut jerr...mata dh sake thn air mata ni...da fact i get low cgpa/gpa ak bley trime..prnts ak pn bley trime..tp ni ak failed a ppr...i swore myself xnk n xkn do any repeatition in my paper...ak xske lar nk msuk class wif juniors...aaaahhh...
aper ak nk bwat ni..
Friday, April 16, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Cuti
Motif tulis blog : tiada..:(
juz nk ckp..i am having such a boring holiday...
Brothers :
-> Sabran : having his finals n currently berada d kedah,xkn i nk kacau deir plak kn
-> Arimi : bz wif his skul n kwn2..mnghadap lappy almost weneva he has his free tyme
-> Aiman : dier bdk kecik,wat cn he do to entertain me??slaen almost everyday n weekends im spnding my tyme wif him...last week was mvie n bwling...looks lyke weekend ni pn same...
Mum :
....hmm..kind of missing in action...not to say i dnt c her,but she has her own thing to do...her own SCHEDULE...free tyme,n u wont c her at home...n wen she's home...dats ony bcos she has to teach sum...after teaching,kemas2 n ull c her getting ready nk kluar again...
Dad :
..ni dh mmg xder kat rumah cos he's der across da c to gain income n feed da fmly...
Kawan-kawan kat area cni plak xder nk ajk lepak...masing2 having finals n next week bru nmpk btg hidung...
Xkn nk gie mamak sowang2 n tgk da oldies lepak sane plak kn..so im here stuck at home...BOSAN...by da way,i chop off my hair already..its lyke a mixture of han's n fella's hairstyle...n i feel lyke its extremly short...nsb baek ader smnggu lg before speacial sem starts..or else ill look lyke 1 retarded looking gurl...
juz nk ckp..i am having such a boring holiday...
Brothers :
-> Sabran : having his finals n currently berada d kedah,xkn i nk kacau deir plak kn
-> Arimi : bz wif his skul n kwn2..mnghadap lappy almost weneva he has his free tyme
-> Aiman : dier bdk kecik,wat cn he do to entertain me??slaen almost everyday n weekends im spnding my tyme wif him...last week was mvie n bwling...looks lyke weekend ni pn same...
Mum :
....hmm..kind of missing in action...not to say i dnt c her,but she has her own thing to do...her own SCHEDULE...free tyme,n u wont c her at home...n wen she's home...dats ony bcos she has to teach sum...after teaching,kemas2 n ull c her getting ready nk kluar again...
Dad :
..ni dh mmg xder kat rumah cos he's der across da c to gain income n feed da fmly...
Kawan-kawan kat area cni plak xder nk ajk lepak...masing2 having finals n next week bru nmpk btg hidung...
Xkn nk gie mamak sowang2 n tgk da oldies lepak sane plak kn..so im here stuck at home...BOSAN...by da way,i chop off my hair already..its lyke a mixture of han's n fella's hairstyle...n i feel lyke its extremly short...nsb baek ader smnggu lg before speacial sem starts..or else ill look lyke 1 retarded looking gurl...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Dah masuk hari ke5 cuti ari ni..n it came to a total of 3 days since aku kmbali ke dunia single...noting much to say here...
L -> finally,u came to ur senses to let me go...gud to know dat ur doing ok witout me..u have been fine witout me before,u sure cn go thru it again...u dnt really need me though...thnx 4 both the gifts u gave...u dnt wan dem back,so ill juz keep dem ok...thnx...
kawan2...jom kluar...gahahah...ajk kuar mcm ak ni senang nk kuar plak kn...hmmm..anyways,hepi olidays kwn2...:)
L -> finally,u came to ur senses to let me go...gud to know dat ur doing ok witout me..u have been fine witout me before,u sure cn go thru it again...u dnt really need me though...thnx 4 both the gifts u gave...u dnt wan dem back,so ill juz keep dem ok...thnx...
kawan2...jom kluar...gahahah...ajk kuar mcm ak ni senang nk kuar plak kn...hmmm..anyways,hepi olidays kwn2...:)
Thursday, April 1, 2010
dh smpai lar..
OWWWHHH...!!!HOLIDAY daaaa.... sukee..sgt2 suke...smlm smpai kl dlm kul9...mummy swuh amik last tren back since dier nk gie umh aunty YUS..ader knduri kater nyer...owhk,lyke wateva lar kn...tnggu c hjh rocker blk wif her dad,n im off to mall mngemuk kn dri...kahakhakh...
Pdhal mkn mcD jer...had quater pounder for dinner...gilak knyang...*tkr mood mkn:slalu mkn fillet o-fish jer..smlm giler skit tu yg mkn bnda laen...bout 10pm,pundi kncing dh mule bwat hal..nk menulet plak...nk gie toilet mall mcm xsmlm plak kn nk jln2 around tngkt 2 ngan bag giler berat...so cpt2 mkn n naek tren...smpi lrt sri petaling at 10.30pm..mummy xsmpi lg..hmm...
waited till 11.30pm..finally..she came..wif..hmmmm...fungsi dier dtg??i dnt know...takat nk amik kat lrt pn nk bertmn ke...since wen pndai bertmn2 ni...u have a fmly..gie lar b wif ur fmly...ni nk kacau fmly org plak...hmpesss..:(
smpi umh..msuk blik..bukak lappy..update antivirus...smpat maen dam..chckers n chess wif karu thru skype..mummy dh bsing swuh mndi n all...hahaha...kul 1 br mndi...on9 jap..n tdo...beshh dpt katil n bntal byk2...hahaha..:)
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Pdhal mkn mcD jer...had quater pounder for dinner...gilak knyang...*tkr mood mkn:slalu mkn fillet o-fish jer..smlm giler skit tu yg mkn bnda laen...bout 10pm,pundi kncing dh mule bwat hal..nk menulet plak...nk gie toilet mall mcm xsmlm plak kn nk jln2 around tngkt 2 ngan bag giler berat...so cpt2 mkn n naek tren...smpi lrt sri petaling at 10.30pm..mummy xsmpi lg..hmm...
waited till 11.30pm..finally..she came..wif..hmmmm...fungsi dier dtg??i dnt know...takat nk amik kat lrt pn nk bertmn ke...since wen pndai bertmn2 ni...u have a fmly..gie lar b wif ur fmly...ni nk kacau fmly org plak...hmpesss..:(
smpi umh..msuk blik..bukak lappy..update antivirus...smpat maen dam..chckers n chess wif karu thru skype..mummy dh bsing swuh mndi n all...hahaha...kul 1 br mndi...on9 jap..n tdo...beshh dpt katil n bntal byk2...hahaha..:)
HOME...<3<3<3
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
dua cerita
ader 2 citer nk kongsi kat cni...dont know whch to share 1st...slalu klu ader 2 msti 1 is gud n 1 is a bad news...hmm...k larrr..stat dgn yg baek dlu...hehhh...
story 1(GUD news) :
exam is almost OVER..sgt lar ak hepi...its 5 down n 1 to go..last paper ari khms n ill b boarding da 4.45pm bas...owhh rumah...!!!nk balik cpt2...nk tdo kat katil n bntal byk2...hehhe...nk lepak2...budak2 puchong ader drumah kn...rndu same korang daaa...
story 2(BAD news) :
U n I were over 2 years ago..so aper cer ni?dh 2 taun baru nk tmbul blk bnda ni...??lmbt laun,ak rase kwn2 aku sumer akn taun..n 4 all i know skrg dh ader 2 org brani tnye ak psl kbnran dpn2...i dnt knw hw mny more yg tau...tp xper,ak trime bnda ni dgn tebal muke & hati...ur juz lucky ak bkn jenis yg nk gie lnggr org smpi mati...hncurkn idop ko mcm ko bwat kat ak...it was a MISTAKE i did before n ak ready nk hadapi aper yg bkl mnjadi...i have 3 freaking years here...n ak harap bnda ni akn stop ryte now in dis sem...hell shit wat u do to make it stop sbb bnda ni xkn jd klu ko jge brg ko leklok...
p/s ; kwn2,wat u here or see dats up to u to believe or not..kalau btl2 nk cnfirmation..do come back to me ok...xpyh nk takowt2..segan2 nk tnye...its da fact sumting i did n ak xske org nk kutuk2 perli2 ngata ngumpat blkng aku...kalau brani mai dpn2...ak mmg ske org ngutuk ngumpat ak dpn2...kurang skit dosa korang kn...dnt jdge sumting u c frm its cover..n dat's da LESSON i learn...
story 1(GUD news) :
exam is almost OVER..sgt lar ak hepi...its 5 down n 1 to go..last paper ari khms n ill b boarding da 4.45pm bas...owhh rumah...!!!nk balik cpt2...nk tdo kat katil n bntal byk2...hehhe...nk lepak2...budak2 puchong ader drumah kn...rndu same korang daaa...
story 2(BAD news) :
U n I were over 2 years ago..so aper cer ni?dh 2 taun baru nk tmbul blk bnda ni...??lmbt laun,ak rase kwn2 aku sumer akn taun..n 4 all i know skrg dh ader 2 org brani tnye ak psl kbnran dpn2...i dnt knw hw mny more yg tau...tp xper,ak trime bnda ni dgn tebal muke & hati...ur juz lucky ak bkn jenis yg nk gie lnggr org smpi mati...hncurkn idop ko mcm ko bwat kat ak...it was a MISTAKE i did before n ak ready nk hadapi aper yg bkl mnjadi...i have 3 freaking years here...n ak harap bnda ni akn stop ryte now in dis sem...hell shit wat u do to make it stop sbb bnda ni xkn jd klu ko jge brg ko leklok...
p/s ; kwn2,wat u here or see dats up to u to believe or not..kalau btl2 nk cnfirmation..do come back to me ok...xpyh nk takowt2..segan2 nk tnye...its da fact sumting i did n ak xske org nk kutuk2 perli2 ngata ngumpat blkng aku...kalau brani mai dpn2...ak mmg ske org ngutuk ngumpat ak dpn2...kurang skit dosa korang kn...dnt jdge sumting u c frm its cover..n dat's da LESSON i learn...
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
reviews...
im bad at words..owh yes i am..hmmm...hw shud i say no or sumting dat i dnt lyke to da person dat is close to me..?well its not lyke i neva broke anyone's heart...im aint any angle n neva gonna b...i dnt knw how else to express it in words either...grrrr...i hate to be in dis situation....
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owhk..review for exm week...so far,2 down n still got 4 to go...
ISSB112 was ok lar kowt...stdied da tips given n mmg bnda tu jgak yg kuar...its up to ustad to grade me...
LWBB113 is also done..yeaahh,i know..big relief...hahhaa...but..:(
tips given n recieved,xkuar pn sebijik sejibik...cisss tulll...had tips 4 both part A n B...stdied lyke s$%^&* for part A ended up only 3 question from 10...haiyshh...sadddd...part B was boley lar kowt sbb dh mmg bnda tu jer yg kuar..hopefully boley skor der..
tomorrow plak ader ppr ENAB122,its english paper..huhu...xstdy sgt cos it ENGLSH...owhhkk,not being bossy or bragging dat im gud in dat sbjct..but i juz hope dat i can skor da ppr 2mmrw...:)
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da ony reason y im being cold is bcos i hate fighting n arguing...owhh,im easily annoyed dis days n much2 more sensitive...so juz deal wif it....s i said,4giving is ez..bt 4getting is HARD..u dnt expect me to 4get wat eva happens in a day...i cried 4 da past 3 mnths..so is dat fair if i jz let u go wif juz by saying sorry in sweared to chnge?im being cold for juz dis 1 week n u said dat im not BEING FAIR...guess wat..i dnt care...i had enuf of taking care other's feelings more den mine...i asked 4 a break bcos im sick n tired already...u wan to hold on n still holding on till 2day,so dnt expect me to say I MISS U nor I LOVE U straight to ur face cos if before its hard 4 me to say it,now gonna be 10 tymes harder...im afraid to say I LOVE u n not GET HURT again..ENUFF...
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owhk..review for exm week...so far,2 down n still got 4 to go...
ISSB112 was ok lar kowt...stdied da tips given n mmg bnda tu jgak yg kuar...its up to ustad to grade me...
LWBB113 is also done..yeaahh,i know..big relief...hahhaa...but..:(
tips given n recieved,xkuar pn sebijik sejibik...cisss tulll...had tips 4 both part A n B...stdied lyke s$%^&* for part A ended up only 3 question from 10...haiyshh...sadddd...part B was boley lar kowt sbb dh mmg bnda tu jer yg kuar..hopefully boley skor der..
tomorrow plak ader ppr ENAB122,its english paper..huhu...xstdy sgt cos it ENGLSH...owhhkk,not being bossy or bragging dat im gud in dat sbjct..but i juz hope dat i can skor da ppr 2mmrw...:)
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da ony reason y im being cold is bcos i hate fighting n arguing...owhh,im easily annoyed dis days n much2 more sensitive...so juz deal wif it....s i said,4giving is ez..bt 4getting is HARD..u dnt expect me to 4get wat eva happens in a day...i cried 4 da past 3 mnths..so is dat fair if i jz let u go wif juz by saying sorry in sweared to chnge?im being cold for juz dis 1 week n u said dat im not BEING FAIR...guess wat..i dnt care...i had enuf of taking care other's feelings more den mine...i asked 4 a break bcos im sick n tired already...u wan to hold on n still holding on till 2day,so dnt expect me to say I MISS U nor I LOVE U straight to ur face cos if before its hard 4 me to say it,now gonna be 10 tymes harder...im afraid to say I LOVE u n not GET HURT again..ENUFF...
Friday, March 19, 2010
exam dh dekat
timetable & sitting ;
22/3 -> ISSB122 -> 227 -> DP1
24/3 -> LWBB113 -> 290 -> DP1
25/3 -> ENAB122 -> 269 -> DP2
28/3 -> QNTB133 -> 120 -> DP2
30/3 -> FICB123 -> 141 -> DP1
1/4 -> AMAB113 -> 161 -> DP1
1st 3 papers -> reading subjects...
last 3 paper -> calculation paper...
wahhahhah...carry marks xtgk lg...xsmpat nk gie tgk...its raining plak skrg ni...ujn xstop snce ysterday n its still going on...hmmm...mcm swuh tdo plak kn...still a lot to stdy...im going slow n steady...smbil bce2 notes tgk mvie n dngr lagu...relex kn...i know...org laen sumer tensen jer nk stdy...weeee...xder bnda nk blog sbnr nyer ni...juz wishing all UNITENARIANS gud luck n all da bes 4 finals...
cuti 3mnggu nnti agk2 boley kuar2 lg x?hehehe...blom exm dh pkir nk jalan...cisss...:)
22/3 -> ISSB122 -> 227 -> DP1
24/3 -> LWBB113 -> 290 -> DP1
25/3 -> ENAB122 -> 269 -> DP2
28/3 -> QNTB133 -> 120 -> DP2
30/3 -> FICB123 -> 141 -> DP1
1/4 -> AMAB113 -> 161 -> DP1
1st 3 papers -> reading subjects...
last 3 paper -> calculation paper...
wahhahhah...carry marks xtgk lg...xsmpat nk gie tgk...its raining plak skrg ni...ujn xstop snce ysterday n its still going on...hmmm...mcm swuh tdo plak kn...still a lot to stdy...im going slow n steady...smbil bce2 notes tgk mvie n dngr lagu...relex kn...i know...org laen sumer tensen jer nk stdy...weeee...xder bnda nk blog sbnr nyer ni...juz wishing all UNITENARIANS gud luck n all da bes 4 finals...
cuti 3mnggu nnti agk2 boley kuar2 lg x?hehehe...blom exm dh pkir nk jalan...cisss...:)
Thursday, March 18, 2010
:)
had da bes weekend ever...well,no one was at home so i got da palace for my self...everythng wen on juz unplanned...sgt bes mcm tu...hahaha...frday out 4 dinner wif L n ended up arguing over stpid old matter..made me totally out of mood..kalau boley xnk pn pndang muke dier lg tyme...sbtu supppose to go out wif da gurls..tp dsbbkn ak xder mood nk pegi mane2 due to last nytes headache n kbtln N ajk kuar...so i agreed...pegi snway..had movies n jln2 dgn dier...agk lame xjln2 dgn dier mcm tu...neva did pn..especially movies..V3 is da 1st movie i watched wif him...after mvie gie lunch kat mcD sbb perut dh mule singing n xtau nk mkn aper...done lunch,tgk org skating n wen back home...b4 hntr dier kat lrt sri petaling ktorg round2 area puchong jap...setaun lbey knl n he dnt even know where i live till dat day...juz before he got down,ak tnye klu dier free mlm tu...dier kate free je n so i decided to go to his place later after harvin's bday dinner..dier ok ajer..ak pn ske lar...hahaha...after dinner blk umh..packing,kemas umh n all sbb next day nk blk dh...smpt jgak tdo jap...hehhe...left home bout 12 n smpi klang at 12.20..giler laju ak bwk keta...N terkejut ak smpi awl...i was wif him frm 12 till 6...tgk cara hidop dier...its scary...well,mayb sbb ak xbiasa hdop ksr mcm tu...wat i hear all dis while,ak dpt tgk sndri ngan mate paler hotak ak ni...hmmm...kalau lar ak boley tkr hidop dier...he wont b lyke wat he is now...
xper wak,pasni sy dtg lg ok...kiter jln2 plak kat tmpt awk...:)
xper wak,pasni sy dtg lg ok...kiter jln2 plak kat tmpt awk...:)
Thursday, March 11, 2010
aper nk jadi..
i dont mean to b rude...ok,ur nice but look...ur married...ur wife may not b as perfect s u want her to b...ur da man so u shud b guiding her..dier mls bwat keje rumah,tegor lar dier...dier xreti msk..bg lar dier blaja kat class or sumting...lyke hello..u dont pity ur wife...pkir lar psl ur kids..u have 2 little kids...u wanna ruin ur marriage,musnahkn urs sowang..jgn kacau org laen...i dont mind u wanna b frenz tp agk2 lar ok...da person ur wif has 4 kids...n da kids r not blind nor defth...
ingtkn budak2 zmn skrg jer rosak..yg tua2 pn sama jer...mner golongan muda ni xterpngaruh...
ingtkn budak2 zmn skrg jer rosak..yg tua2 pn sama jer...mner golongan muda ni xterpngaruh...
Sunday, March 7, 2010
a little too much or not
things has been going on for 20 years...y come out wif conclusion lyke dis at dis point?who to blame??every story has 2 sides of story..both has different views...who's rong n who's ryte?dua2 xbetul n dua2 xsalah...how do i judge dis?hmmm...
Thursday, March 4, 2010
rimas..mood goyang..
dh khatam lagu ni berjuta2 kali...dis week itself asl bukak winamp,dis is da ony song in da plylist spinning again n again...xlagu ni,khtamkn lagu blestari plak..mahligai air mata..hohhh..mood goyang skrg ni...rase nk marah org..nk nanges...nk jerit kuat2...mngsa terdkt yg slalu kene mara is L..i dont pity him...aku kejam,aku tau..dh lame bnda terpndam..biler mletup..habes sumer bnda kuar dungkit...dr a-Z,neva miss a sngle thng..'nek kater,klu xske kuarkn jer...xslh gaduh skali skal'..nek yg ajr kn nek...huhuhu..im practicing it now...smlm dok umh sorang2...mcm2 kuar msuk dlm otak..i had da hse all by myself frm 8 till midnyte...its all about timing kn...mcm tau2 jer i had dos privacy tymes to settle thngs btween me n L...bgs...
sumtings to be happy of n sumting not to...ak dh nk stat ngarut..had my voice all out yesterday..gayut kat balcony smpi org kat fc pn boley sngr suara...thngs juz got ugly ysterdy between us...its a gud thng my frens didnt have to look at my ugly side...a bit relieve skrg...da trust is gonna take tyme to rebuild..ive been hurt juz too many tymes...anther hurt is juz gonna kill me...ak rimas dgn situasi mcm ni..get me out frm here...
sumtings to be happy of n sumting not to...ak dh nk stat ngarut..had my voice all out yesterday..gayut kat balcony smpi org kat fc pn boley sngr suara...thngs juz got ugly ysterdy between us...its a gud thng my frens didnt have to look at my ugly side...a bit relieve skrg...da trust is gonna take tyme to rebuild..ive been hurt juz too many tymes...anther hurt is juz gonna kill me...ak rimas dgn situasi mcm ni..get me out frm here...
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
back to back...
refering to my latest updates..perghh..giler lame xupdate...can i blame assigmnt yg berlmbak?quiz n midterm yg mcm killing paper sumer nyer...huhuhu.....after one anther...xder break...nk menanges pn ader...after submit 1 paper work...xsmpat nk amik nafas lega,kene pkir psl assgmnt yg due date nk dekat jgak...cissss...naseb baek msh mmpu berthn...finally,skrg tnggl assgmnt QNTB yg kene sbmit in a few hours tp still xsettle2 lg...hmmm...dh larrr...mls nk pkir dh...its almost done,so dat's a gud thing kn...weeeee....smile.:)
lately..mcm2 jd...ngan wisma yg mcm al-bab...ikowt suke ati dieorg nk manage financial n hal kebajikan ktorg...sape yg block xley bwat on9 umh 4 next sem n timetble 4 speacial sem...owhh shiittooo...class yg tnggl is lec yg sengal2 ubi...saper batch ak akan tau sape lec yg dmksudkn..sad stry lar next sem..dh larr umh xley same...class pn xsame...bdk2 ni sume block c n d..ak plak mayb tercmpk kat block a/b..whch means ill b wif foundy speacial sem...dpt bdk umh yg baek,xper gak xkesah...mau dpt yg kerek berlgak...sekor2 ak sekeyh smbelih dlm umh tu..:(
hmm...broady plak not working in my lappy since blk frm indon ari tu..xtau knape/mcm mner setting dier boley lari...buduss tul..bwk gie kdai...sorang pn xreti bwat...tnye en.L,snce deir amik IT...dier swuh reformat..hmmm..xmau reformat sbb ill loose evrythng in my lappy...syg giler2 each memory...nnti2 lar br btl kn...ryte now bergntung ngan LAN klu nk bwat assgmnt..klu xlarat nk tnggu baru cucok broady kat lappy org....
aper lg yer nk blog...nnti2 lar pkr aper nk blog lg k..still pnt skrg ni...will smbung2 later...bye2..:)
lately..mcm2 jd...ngan wisma yg mcm al-bab...ikowt suke ati dieorg nk manage financial n hal kebajikan ktorg...sape yg block xley bwat on9 umh 4 next sem n timetble 4 speacial sem...owhh shiittooo...class yg tnggl is lec yg sengal2 ubi...saper batch ak akan tau sape lec yg dmksudkn..sad stry lar next sem..dh larr umh xley same...class pn xsame...bdk2 ni sume block c n d..ak plak mayb tercmpk kat block a/b..whch means ill b wif foundy speacial sem...dpt bdk umh yg baek,xper gak xkesah...mau dpt yg kerek berlgak...sekor2 ak sekeyh smbelih dlm umh tu..:(
hmm...broady plak not working in my lappy since blk frm indon ari tu..xtau knape/mcm mner setting dier boley lari...buduss tul..bwk gie kdai...sorang pn xreti bwat...tnye en.L,snce deir amik IT...dier swuh reformat..hmmm..xmau reformat sbb ill loose evrythng in my lappy...syg giler2 each memory...nnti2 lar br btl kn...ryte now bergntung ngan LAN klu nk bwat assgmnt..klu xlarat nk tnggu baru cucok broady kat lappy org....
aper lg yer nk blog...nnti2 lar pkr aper nk blog lg k..still pnt skrg ni...will smbung2 later...bye2..:)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
xder mood sudahhh...
for once..da mood of going back to kl...
TAK ADA..!!
i know,kalau org laen msti kate...giler ape nk dok muadzam...
but yeah,i prefer muadzam den kl...
dok kl or muadzam sama jer..im still stuck at home..
but stying kat muadzam i have my freedom...
i get to do wateva i wan..
im free to move..
xder org nk tnye mane ak nk gie...
kuar round2 ilmiah mlm2 buta pn xder yg nk halang..
resting at home?i can do it in muadzam also...
muadzam gieves me more peacefull sleep...
holiday kali ni..i actually have a week off..
but den im leaving muadzam on frday n will b back on tuesday nyte...
mmber laen sume balik skali tuesday but den back to hmetown again on thrsday...
i can easily take a week off..stay at home..
go for dates..tp ntah...xder mood...
klu boley xnk balik cuti pn...juz stay here...
all here by myself...:(
*dad's home...
TAK ADA..!!
i know,kalau org laen msti kate...giler ape nk dok muadzam...
but yeah,i prefer muadzam den kl...
dok kl or muadzam sama jer..im still stuck at home..
but stying kat muadzam i have my freedom...
i get to do wateva i wan..
im free to move..
xder org nk tnye mane ak nk gie...
kuar round2 ilmiah mlm2 buta pn xder yg nk halang..
resting at home?i can do it in muadzam also...
muadzam gieves me more peacefull sleep...
holiday kali ni..i actually have a week off..
but den im leaving muadzam on frday n will b back on tuesday nyte...
mmber laen sume balik skali tuesday but den back to hmetown again on thrsday...
i can easily take a week off..stay at home..
go for dates..tp ntah...xder mood...
klu boley xnk balik cuti pn...juz stay here...
all here by myself...:(
*dad's home...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
WISMA
WISMA will always b wisma kn...asal masuk bab duet,laju jer mntak....nk mntak tu agak2 larr AMOUNT yg nk kene byr..ingt bapak ktorg cop duet aper...not everyone in here kaya...tanam pokok duet blkng umh...nk duet jer,juz mntak..den gie blkng umh chop2 hulur kat kaunter wisma tu...bengong...nk byr sewa umh full accptable lg...ni mntak half of yuran pengajian..wat shitt larr...juz lyke dat nk hulur rm2+++...mmg xlar nk pkse2 byr a day b4 adddrop...aper lar slh nk bg unblock jer..end of da day,b4 nk amik tcket exm still kene byr yuran..ktorg kene sit 4 exm..xder nk lari mane2 pn...dis ppl juz dont thnk sumtyms...ahhh...done wif wisma..wat sakit ati jer pkir...byr b4 final exm...END OF STORY....
Sunday, January 31, 2010
:(
esok sudah balik muadzam terchnta...
got to have my lappy done A.S.A.P..
hell shit..LAN xley bukak FB...
kesian ank2 ku xmkn nnti...
farmville..fishville...happy pets...barn buddy...cafe world....
gonna miss u if FB xley bukak....
got to have my lappy done A.S.A.P..
hell shit..LAN xley bukak FB...
kesian ank2 ku xmkn nnti...
farmville..fishville...happy pets...barn buddy...cafe world....
gonna miss u if FB xley bukak....
Saturday, January 30, 2010
akan tiba...
its snday already n it means....
9days of holidays...how did i spend it?
n da rest of da tyme i spend it lazying at home n most of it melekat dengan si kecik...smpaikn en.L said..have tyme for fren,fmly n other relatives but xder tyme for him...hehh,i knw i did it wrong...seriusly....didnt pay much attention to him...thnxx to assgmnts yg BERLAMBAK jgak....nad..han...biler kiter nk kuar sama2 kat kl....fella dh outing dh sama2 ni...heee...rndu plak kat korang...:D
Mnday mrning will b 'flying' back to muadzam terchnta...1st week after holidays is due dates for assgmnts...submit assgmnts ngan hati sgt2 relieve...huhuh...sumer dh siap excpt FICB...shitttooo..xreti bwat graph...*sorry pikot...:(
Midterm ISSB is on....errrr...wen again?dh lupa..anyways going witout preparing pn...wat is der to read/learn/stdy? a month left for finals...dh kene start stdy...*owhkk,ini tipu sbb i dnt stdy early...im da last mnt stdy person....bad habbit...
Starting to crap sudah...its almost 3am n im here blogging..i need to slip..kjap lg bgn nk blk IPOH...4 wat?cousin kawen...dnt ask whch cousin cos i dnt knw myself...huhh..teruk tull kn..sedara sndri pn xknl...wateva...ok..nyte a.k.a morning..:D
CUTI MIDTERM
sudah
BERAKHIR....
sudah
BERAKHIR....
9days of holidays...how did i spend it?
5hrs wif En.L....
5hrs wif da gurls...
5hrs wif da gurls...
n da rest of da tyme i spend it lazying at home n most of it melekat dengan si kecik...smpaikn en.L said..have tyme for fren,fmly n other relatives but xder tyme for him...hehh,i knw i did it wrong...seriusly....didnt pay much attention to him...thnxx to assgmnts yg BERLAMBAK jgak....nad..han...biler kiter nk kuar sama2 kat kl....fella dh outing dh sama2 ni...heee...rndu plak kat korang...:D
Mnday mrning will b 'flying' back to muadzam terchnta...1st week after holidays is due dates for assgmnts...submit assgmnts ngan hati sgt2 relieve...huhuh...sumer dh siap excpt FICB...shitttooo..xreti bwat graph...*sorry pikot...:(
Midterm ISSB is on....errrr...wen again?dh lupa..anyways going witout preparing pn...wat is der to read/learn/stdy? a month left for finals...dh kene start stdy...*owhkk,ini tipu sbb i dnt stdy early...im da last mnt stdy person....bad habbit...
Starting to crap sudah...its almost 3am n im here blogging..i need to slip..kjap lg bgn nk blk IPOH...4 wat?cousin kawen...dnt ask whch cousin cos i dnt knw myself...huhh..teruk tull kn..sedara sndri pn xknl...wateva...ok..nyte a.k.a morning..:D
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Msuk ari ni,ill b officially in UNITEN for almost 2 years....its a year an da half to be exact...thru out dis '2years'...made a number of frenz..made new n leave da old...eyyhh..bkn sbb aku yg nk tngglkn ok...tp dsbbkn untuk kebaikn semua pihak...im sure all of us xsuke,klu tgh2 lepak..den biler dis 1 gurl yg korang xsuke dtg...korang bwat muke..n try ur bes to avoid talking n entertaining her...eyhh..giler kesian ok...so untk mnjaga hati its better to leave den to hang on ryte...i have been in both dat position,i knw hw it feels to b ignored n ignoring sum1...saket ati pn ader jgak..but wat cn i do..v go wif da flow or better said s follow da majority...ggggrrr...ni sume mslh stdnt pompuan je ke?laki xder mslh ek between each other?hmmm...
Before i go on,ill try my bes to not MENTION any name..klu ader yg tgh mkn cili,ader rasa2 pedas..itu ikowt suka korang ok...i dnt care...*dat is soo my attitude kn..dnt knw dnt care.....
Kalau saper yg knl aku dr hari aku msuk UNITEN,akn tau saper bdk2 yg aku slalu hang out...dey knw wen i took a break frm hanging out wif this ppl n y...its obvious giler kn 4 people to notice klu kite dh rapat giler babing wif sum1 den suddnly dh xnmpk berkepit mcm belangkas...hahhaa..dats da point i dont care..people makes mstakes...i took my time out to not keep making da same mstake....1 sem tu ak ignore korang..started out a new 'life' ngan kwn2 baru...freaking peacfull tnpa any wat u call it 'gossip' or 'hot stories'....gave da way biler 'korang' nk tkr hsemate witout even asking or telling me...hehhh,time kaseh kawan....xper,ak xkesah pn xserumah ngan 'korang'..cos i dont thnk i cn go on living under a roof wif U...dis is where im saying TQ a million to Han..U brought me in wen i needed a place to fit in...hahhaa...thnnxx nek...jasamu ak ku kenang...:D
Second semester in year 1..oraittt..last sem ak pnye result giler frustrating...i seriusly need to work hard to catch up my pointer...need to pass larr seyhhh..xkn 1st year dh nk lngkup..hohoho...get a higher pointer so that boley cover sbjct coco in sem 1 year 2...putting serius high hopes on dis sem n special sem...wif 2 sbjct in list...3pointer larr at least...x DL pn xper...jnji msuk 2nd year my CGPA lps 2.5....now i knw y is it hard to get up klu dh jatuh tahap gaban in 1st sem....hmmm....
iyeeerrr..dh pnjang ak tulis..smbung next entry larr plak kisah kwn2 shbt2 rkn2 k...i know,writting entry 2 long is boringggggg...ak pn bosan klu nk bace entry manusia laen klu dh pnjng2...hahahha...chauu 4 now..:D
Before i go on,ill try my bes to not MENTION any name..klu ader yg tgh mkn cili,ader rasa2 pedas..itu ikowt suka korang ok...i dnt care...*dat is soo my attitude kn..dnt knw dnt care.....
Kalau saper yg knl aku dr hari aku msuk UNITEN,akn tau saper bdk2 yg aku slalu hang out...dey knw wen i took a break frm hanging out wif this ppl n y...its obvious giler kn 4 people to notice klu kite dh rapat giler babing wif sum1 den suddnly dh xnmpk berkepit mcm belangkas...hahhaa..dats da point i dont care..people makes mstakes...i took my time out to not keep making da same mstake....1 sem tu ak ignore korang..started out a new 'life' ngan kwn2 baru...freaking peacfull tnpa any wat u call it 'gossip' or 'hot stories'....gave da way biler 'korang' nk tkr hsemate witout even asking or telling me...hehhh,time kaseh kawan....xper,ak xkesah pn xserumah ngan 'korang'..cos i dont thnk i cn go on living under a roof wif U...dis is where im saying TQ a million to Han..U brought me in wen i needed a place to fit in...hahhaa...thnnxx nek...jasamu ak ku kenang...:D
Second semester in year 1..oraittt..last sem ak pnye result giler frustrating...i seriusly need to work hard to catch up my pointer...need to pass larr seyhhh..xkn 1st year dh nk lngkup..hohoho...get a higher pointer so that boley cover sbjct coco in sem 1 year 2...putting serius high hopes on dis sem n special sem...wif 2 sbjct in list...3pointer larr at least...x DL pn xper...jnji msuk 2nd year my CGPA lps 2.5....now i knw y is it hard to get up klu dh jatuh tahap gaban in 1st sem....hmmm....
iyeeerrr..dh pnjang ak tulis..smbung next entry larr plak kisah kwn2 shbt2 rkn2 k...i know,writting entry 2 long is boringggggg...ak pn bosan klu nk bace entry manusia laen klu dh pnjng2...hahahha...chauu 4 now..:D
eyhh cuti sudah...
Wlpn sekadar midterm break yang hnya lah 8 ari...i wud really appreaciate going thru each minit...yang psti,,KURANG TIDO....kat muadzam im already slipping alot...hahaha...balik umah nk jalan..nk ronda..nk makan angin..n its an xtra creadits if i get to sapu kering poket ibu ku...oppsss...ehehehe...bertuah pnya ank kn...xper...bkn slalu..hahha..:D
Tried to finish up all assgments before cuti,tapi apakn daya...kinda 'bz' ngan midterm...bwat setakat yg termmpu...nsb baek lar tnggl skit jer assmnt bwat bekal abeskn cuti 8 ari...hahhaa...talking about midterm....jom kiter review wat was ok n wat was..grrrr..sktkn ati...
Tried to finish up all assgments before cuti,tapi apakn daya...kinda 'bz' ngan midterm...bwat setakat yg termmpu...nsb baek lar tnggl skit jer assmnt bwat bekal abeskn cuti 8 ari...hahhaa...talking about midterm....jom kiter review wat was ok n wat was..grrrr..sktkn ati...
AMAB113 = dis was ok..stdied 5hrs straight non stop a day before paper..mmg mcm giler kn..ngan finaz ajr skit2 bnda basic...kira OH ngan calculator pn aku ley slh...ciisshhh....
FICB123 = i dont know wat i did in dat paper...nk kater ksong pn ader..MCQ was like a time boomb..jwpn xdpt yg exact..shitttooo tull...
LWWB113 = its was ok excpt 4 da kepong cases..lupe lar seyhhh..it was an ore case n i wrote about plantation...grrrr...
QNTB223 =soklan 1 pn dh dpt jwpn infinity..grrr..geram2...i tot i was alone,da other gurls pn xdpt jwpn..so a bit relieve..huhuhuh...
FICB123 = i dont know wat i did in dat paper...nk kater ksong pn ader..MCQ was like a time boomb..jwpn xdpt yg exact..shitttooo tull...
LWWB113 = its was ok excpt 4 da kepong cases..lupe lar seyhhh..it was an ore case n i wrote about plantation...grrrr...
QNTB223 =soklan 1 pn dh dpt jwpn infinity..grrr..geram2...i tot i was alone,da other gurls pn xdpt jwpn..so a bit relieve..huhuhuh...
Dats all for midterm ok...after cuti wud b having ENAB n ISSB...ENAB xrisau sgt..ISSB,killer paper lar weyhh..buku xder..nota xder...aper je aku stdy dlm class?evrytyme masuk class..after a few mnts..ustad will b lyke.."dh 2 soklan midterm sy kuarkn dcni."...every1 will b blur giler..msg2 pndng kiri knan..tgk aper bdk sblh sumer salin...but den..ikowt experience..aper jer yg dier ajr msuk exm?its ISSB n v have to knw current issues?ENAB yg ptt tau about languages n issues pn xswuh bce n bwat research on certain topic...hehhh..frust lar seyhh....
It holidays,so ill promise to story more..been keeping a few thngs...kene luah dh sblm msuk da other part of semester 2...owhkkie larr kwn2..rakan2..shbt2...esok2 smbung borak k...byee...
It holidays,so ill promise to story more..been keeping a few thngs...kene luah dh sblm msuk da other part of semester 2...owhkkie larr kwn2..rakan2..shbt2...esok2 smbung borak k...byee...
Friday, January 15, 2010
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kawan..aku memang banyakk kawan...tp...sungguh xbngga ok...y..??betul ke sumer yg ak anggap kawan ni btl2 kawan aku?aku tau,depan aku sumer baek..sumer snyap...tapi blkang aku,sumer cam *&%$#@....i know u people are talking bout me bhnde my back...korang kawan aku,aku xmau gadoh2 masam2 muka...aku xkacau hidop korang,korang pn xyah lar nk mnyemak sibuk pasal aku..ok...??
Thursday, January 14, 2010
entry pertama
booyeahh...new entry post...tuuuttttt...hahahha...
owhk2..since ni '1st' entry..ill start out with sumting nice k...aper mau citer....??idea..??anyone??tarakk ka??aiyooo...jom stat mn'sharing' psl my new semester...
rumah..??masih dtngkt 3..tp tkr block...im at D now...damnn makin jauh nk jlan gie class...
not everyday ak jalan gie class...cos biler finaz ader class,she'll send me skali..dh alang2 tu naek je lar keta kn...tp pegi jer dier antr..balik sndri mau pkr larr nk balik cmner...ader kaki jalan daaa...hahahah...last sem ley berkepit ngan han kehulu ke hilir..dis sem xley dh...class n jadual sumer dh laen..dier gie class aku balik class...dier tdo,aku yg gie class...hahahha...nsb baek malam ader mase nk gie terjah dlm blik...hohoho...hsemates...??naddido...hunny bunny..n fella...fella my rumie...heee...naddido n hunny sebilik...xper2,xkesah terpisah bilik...tetap serumah kn...:D
last sem i backed off frm mixing wif the gurls too much..well,not much at all pn actually...cos after sum cnflicts n misunderstnding...baek waa tarik dri dr tgk muke masam cam cuka kn...hahah...waa tarak heran lorhh klu xder kwn pn...having juz 1 is much better n easier den having a bunch...sem ni,back to square 1..DIA pergi aku kembali...afdals(6-1)+ 2...hahaha...
me,finaz,farah,pikot,mira+fella,totey...owhkkk2...biler dh ramai2..krisis kwn psti berlaku...nnti waa citer k...smpn untk entri2 seterusnye...abes sumer citer skrg..nnti xtarakk ilham..wat else to story morry??hmm...nnti larr smbung lg...nk bce LAW n den tdo..ehehe..bye2..:D
owhk2..since ni '1st' entry..ill start out with sumting nice k...aper mau citer....??idea..??anyone??tarakk ka??aiyooo...jom stat mn'sharing' psl my new semester...
rumah..??masih dtngkt 3..tp tkr block...im at D now...damnn makin jauh nk jlan gie class...
not everyday ak jalan gie class...cos biler finaz ader class,she'll send me skali..dh alang2 tu naek je lar keta kn...tp pegi jer dier antr..balik sndri mau pkr larr nk balik cmner...ader kaki jalan daaa...hahahah...last sem ley berkepit ngan han kehulu ke hilir..dis sem xley dh...class n jadual sumer dh laen..dier gie class aku balik class...dier tdo,aku yg gie class...hahahha...nsb baek malam ader mase nk gie terjah dlm blik...hohoho...hsemates...??naddido...hunny bunny..n fella...fella my rumie...heee...naddido n hunny sebilik...xper2,xkesah terpisah bilik...tetap serumah kn...:D
last sem i backed off frm mixing wif the gurls too much..well,not much at all pn actually...cos after sum cnflicts n misunderstnding...baek waa tarik dri dr tgk muke masam cam cuka kn...hahah...waa tarak heran lorhh klu xder kwn pn...having juz 1 is much better n easier den having a bunch...sem ni,back to square 1..DIA pergi aku kembali...afdals(6-1)+ 2...hahaha...
me,finaz,farah,pikot,mira+fella,totey...owhkkk2...biler dh ramai2..krisis kwn psti berlaku...nnti waa citer k...smpn untk entri2 seterusnye...abes sumer citer skrg..nnti xtarakk ilham..wat else to story morry??hmm...nnti larr smbung lg...nk bce LAW n den tdo..ehehe..bye2..:D
intro kisah baru
Tahun ni dah masuk tahun baru...HAPPY NEW YEAR semua..ok,i know im late to wish u people...wateva,i dont care..!!its da thoughts dat counts..:D
Dis is da new blog i have been promising...da previous 1,i left it hanging larr...byk masalah dalam blog tu..aku frust n tention nk edit so i decided to dump dat n get a replcment...abes citer kan..even though sayang nk buang yg lame,tp sbb terpks, i had too...
Back on track...dlu almost everyday i updates my entry kn...skrg a bit kemlsn kowt...so pada para 'pmbaca',sorry lar ye kalau a few days after my entri der's still no updates...im currently BUZY with my life n assgmnt berlmbak...lecturer's yg byk songgeh dlm mnyiapkn tutorial before class discussion pn buat aku giler skrg ni...out of 6 subjects im taking 3 of it makes me famous in class...bukan sebab pelajar contoh,tp sebab name asyik kene pnggil...aku bukan budak jahat ok smpi name kene pnggil slalu..huhuuh..dont get me rong..:D
And yea,i have 2 blogs by da way..so dont get confused if u c me posting da same entry any where..tp juz to make it clear,dis blog is specifically for anyone n i post stories bout anyting except for my love life...hahah..i guess that part shud be more private n i need my privacy....kalau2 ader yg terjmpe my other part of blog,u must have been a VVIP to me...i dont wanna bore my readers with juz my life story either...kisah kawan2..luahan hati...rumors...complains will be dump in here...xsuka baca??xper..xkesah pn...y??cos i dont nid u to read mine pn....
K lar,nk smbung baca Law n all...mid term season is here...mau demam aku bace notes ni...to all first year students..gud luck k...
Dis is da new blog i have been promising...da previous 1,i left it hanging larr...byk masalah dalam blog tu..aku frust n tention nk edit so i decided to dump dat n get a replcment...abes citer kan..even though sayang nk buang yg lame,tp sbb terpks, i had too...
Back on track...dlu almost everyday i updates my entry kn...skrg a bit kemlsn kowt...so pada para 'pmbaca',sorry lar ye kalau a few days after my entri der's still no updates...im currently BUZY with my life n assgmnt berlmbak...lecturer's yg byk songgeh dlm mnyiapkn tutorial before class discussion pn buat aku giler skrg ni...out of 6 subjects im taking 3 of it makes me famous in class...bukan sebab pelajar contoh,tp sebab name asyik kene pnggil...aku bukan budak jahat ok smpi name kene pnggil slalu..huhuuh..dont get me rong..:D
And yea,i have 2 blogs by da way..so dont get confused if u c me posting da same entry any where..tp juz to make it clear,dis blog is specifically for anyone n i post stories bout anyting except for my love life...hahah..i guess that part shud be more private n i need my privacy....kalau2 ader yg terjmpe my other part of blog,u must have been a VVIP to me...i dont wanna bore my readers with juz my life story either...kisah kawan2..luahan hati...rumors...complains will be dump in here...xsuka baca??xper..xkesah pn...y??cos i dont nid u to read mine pn....
K lar,nk smbung baca Law n all...mid term season is here...mau demam aku bace notes ni...to all first year students..gud luck k...
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