aku dah agak

many things going on around me...i dont know how to put dem in words...im frustrated...aku yang salah...i cant blame anyone but myself...

RESULT dh kuar...aku dah tgk..again..im FRUSTRATED...1st thing came to my mind is papa's sad face...i dissapointed him..AGAIN...shit larr weyhhh...hw shud i tell him...target utama NOT TO FAIL any papers...but i juz mistargeted..i failed my LWBB...DAMN larrr...wat shit did i do in dat paper...ptt ke aku blame tips yg mcm HARAM...no,i dont thnk so..aku yg over cnfident..aku yg maen2 dlm class LWBB...

skrg..CGPA n GPA dh kurang 2..aper ak nk bwat?cnfirm kene bebel..yg tu,xkesah..sbb tlnga ak dh memang ready nk dngar...aku blur n cnfius skrg...ak hate LWBB,xpass LWBB xlbey smbung da cont'...

aku rse mcm nk mncarut jerr...mata dh sake thn air mata ni...da fact i get low cgpa/gpa ak bley trime..prnts ak pn bley trime..tp ni ak failed a ppr...i swore myself xnk n xkn do any repeatition in my paper...ak xske lar nk msuk class wif juniors...aaaahhh...

aper ak nk bwat ni..

Cuti

Motif tulis blog : tiada..:(

juz nk ckp..i am having such a boring holiday...

Brothers :

-> Sabran : having his finals n currently berada d kedah,xkn i nk kacau deir plak kn

-> Arimi : bz wif his skul n kwn2..mnghadap lappy almost weneva he has his free tyme

-> Aiman : dier bdk kecik,wat cn he do to entertain me??slaen almost everyday n weekends im spnding my tyme wif him...last week was mvie n bwling...looks lyke weekend ni pn same...

Mum :

....hmm..kind of missing in action...not to say i dnt c her,but she has her own thing to do...her own SCHEDULE...free tyme,n u wont c her at home...n wen she's home...dats ony bcos she has to teach sum...after teaching,kemas2 n ull c her getting ready nk kluar again...

Dad :

..ni dh mmg xder kat rumah cos he's der across da c to gain income n feed da fmly...


Kawan-kawan kat area cni plak xder nk ajk lepak...masing2 having finals n next week bru nmpk btg hidung...

Xkn nk gie mamak sowang2 n tgk da oldies lepak sane plak kn..so im here stuck at home...BOSAN...by da way,i chop off my hair already..its lyke a mixture of han's n fella's hairstyle...n i feel lyke its extremly short...nsb baek ader smnggu lg before speacial sem starts..or else ill look lyke 1 retarded looking gurl...

Dah masuk hari ke5 cuti ari ni..n it came to a total of 3 days since aku kmbali ke dunia single...noting much to say here...

L -> finally,u came to ur senses to let me go...gud to know dat ur doing ok witout me..u have been fine witout me before,u sure cn go thru it again...u dnt really need me though...thnx 4 both the gifts u gave...u dnt wan dem back,so ill juz keep dem ok...thnx...

kawan2...jom kluar...gahahah...ajk kuar mcm ak ni senang nk kuar plak kn...hmmm..anyways,hepi olidays kwn2...:)

dh smpai lar..

OWWWHHH...!!!HOLIDAY daaaa.... sukee..sgt2 suke...smlm smpai kl dlm kul9...mummy swuh amik last tren back since dier nk gie umh aunty YUS..ader knduri kater nyer...owhk,lyke wateva lar kn...tnggu c hjh rocker blk wif her dad,n im off to mall mngemuk kn dri...kahakhakh...

Pdhal mkn mcD jer...had quater pounder for dinner...gilak knyang...*tkr mood mkn:slalu mkn fillet o-fish jer..smlm giler skit tu yg mkn bnda laen...bout 10pm,pundi kncing dh mule bwat hal..nk menulet plak...nk gie toilet mall mcm xsmlm plak kn nk jln2 around tngkt 2 ngan bag giler berat...so cpt2 mkn n naek tren...smpi lrt sri petaling at 10.30pm..mummy xsmpi lg..hmm...

waited till 11.30pm..finally..she came..wif..hmmmm...fungsi dier dtg??i dnt know...takat nk amik kat lrt pn nk bertmn ke...since wen pndai bertmn2 ni...u have a fmly..gie lar b wif ur fmly...ni nk kacau fmly org plak...hmpesss..:(

smpi umh..msuk blik..bukak lappy..update antivirus...smpat maen dam..chckers n chess wif karu thru skype..mummy dh bsing swuh mndi n all...hahaha...kul 1 br mndi...on9 jap..n tdo...beshh dpt katil n bntal byk2...hahaha..:)

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dua cerita

ader 2 citer nk kongsi kat cni...dont know whch to share 1st...slalu klu ader 2 msti 1 is gud n 1 is a bad news...hmm...k larrr..stat dgn yg baek dlu...hehhh...

story 1(GUD news) :

exam is almost OVER..sgt lar ak hepi...its 5 down n 1 to go..last paper ari khms n ill b boarding da 4.45pm bas...owhh rumah...!!!nk balik cpt2...nk tdo kat katil n bntal byk2...hehhe...nk lepak2...budak2 puchong ader drumah kn...rndu same korang daaa...

story 2(BAD news) :

U n I were over 2 years ago..so aper cer ni?dh 2 taun baru nk tmbul blk bnda ni...??lmbt laun,ak rase kwn2 aku sumer akn taun..n 4 all i know skrg dh ader 2 org brani tnye ak psl kbnran dpn2...i dnt knw hw mny more yg tau...tp xper,ak trime bnda ni dgn tebal muke & hati...ur juz lucky ak bkn jenis yg nk gie lnggr org smpi mati...hncurkn idop ko mcm ko bwat kat ak...it was a MISTAKE i did before n ak ready nk hadapi aper yg bkl mnjadi...i have 3 freaking years here...n ak harap bnda ni akn stop ryte now in dis sem...hell shit wat u do to make it stop sbb bnda ni xkn jd klu ko jge brg ko leklok...

p/s ; kwn2,wat u here or see dats up to u to believe or not..kalau btl2 nk cnfirmation..do come back to me ok...xpyh nk takowt2..segan2 nk tnye...its da fact sumting i did n ak xske org nk kutuk2 perli2 ngata ngumpat blkng aku...kalau brani mai dpn2...ak mmg ske org ngutuk ngumpat ak dpn2...kurang skit dosa korang kn...dnt jdge sumting u c frm its cover..n dat's da LESSON i learn...

reviews...

im bad at words..owh yes i am..hmmm...hw shud i say no or sumting dat i dnt lyke to da person dat is close to me..?well its not lyke i neva broke anyone's heart...im aint any angle n neva gonna b...i dnt knw how else to express it in words either...grrrr...i hate to be in dis situation....

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owhk..review for exm week...so far,2 down n still got 4 to go...

ISSB112 was ok lar kowt...stdied da tips given n mmg bnda tu jgak yg kuar...its up to ustad to grade me...

LWBB113 is also done..yeaahh,i know..big relief...hahhaa...but..:(
tips given n recieved,xkuar pn sebijik sejibik...cisss tulll...had tips 4 both part A n B...stdied lyke s$%^&* for part A ended up only 3 question from 10...haiyshh...sadddd...part B was boley lar kowt sbb dh mmg bnda tu jer yg kuar..hopefully boley skor der..

tomorrow plak ader ppr ENAB122,its english paper..huhu...xstdy sgt cos it ENGLSH...owhhkk,not being bossy or bragging dat im gud in dat sbjct..but i juz hope dat i can skor da ppr 2mmrw...:)

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da ony reason y im being cold is bcos i hate fighting n arguing...owhh,im easily annoyed dis days n much2 more sensitive...so juz deal wif it....s i said,4giving is ez..bt 4getting is HARD..u dnt expect me to 4get wat eva happens in a day...i cried 4 da past 3 mnths..so is dat fair if i jz let u go wif juz by saying sorry in sweared to chnge?im being cold for juz dis 1 week n u said dat im not BEING FAIR...guess wat..i dnt care...i had enuf of taking care other's feelings more den mine...i asked 4 a break bcos im sick n tired already...u wan to hold on n still holding on till 2day,so dnt expect me to say I MISS U nor I LOVE U straight to ur face cos if before its hard 4 me to say it,now gonna be 10 tymes harder...im afraid to say I LOVE u n not GET HURT again..ENUFF...

exam dh dekat

timetable & sitting ;

22/3 -> ISSB122 -> 227 -> DP1
24/3 -> LWBB113 -> 290 -> DP1
25/3 -> ENAB122 -> 269 -> DP2
28/3 -> QNTB133 -> 120 -> DP2
30/3 -> FICB123 -> 141 -> DP1
1/4 -> AMAB113 -> 161 -> DP1

1st 3 papers -> reading subjects...
last 3 paper -> calculation paper...

wahhahhah...carry marks xtgk lg...xsmpat nk gie tgk...its raining plak skrg ni...ujn xstop snce ysterday n its still going on...hmmm...mcm swuh tdo plak kn...still a lot to stdy...im going slow n steady...smbil bce2 notes tgk mvie n dngr lagu...relex kn...i know...org laen sumer tensen jer nk stdy...weeee...xder bnda nk blog sbnr nyer ni...juz wishing all UNITENARIANS gud luck n all da bes 4 finals...

cuti 3mnggu nnti agk2 boley kuar2 lg x?hehehe...blom exm dh pkir nk jalan...cisss...:)